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>>Amy<<

Just being this close to him was making my heart beat faster. I had completely forgotten about a couple nights ago with Georg. Now I had my eyes on a new target, well not so new. Clayton. Just thinking of him gave me shivers. In a good way.

We were in his office. He showed me jis little sister's newest painting and blushed. I told him it was sweet he kept them. That just made him blush more. I could see us in that moment together. I stepped closer unnoticably. He kept talking obviously embaressed. I brushed his hand when I reached for a picture of his family. The atmosphere of the room suddenly got very akward.

He tried to ease the tension with a little laugh. Ay you can guess that only made things worse. I could feel that he was watching me. Waiting for any movement. I turned facing him. As I started to talk I was suddenly stopped. With a kiss. Just as our lips touched I melted in his arms.

I couldn't help but let out a small moan of pleasure. He smiled and deepened the kiss. His toungue slipped into my mouth. Forgetting myself, I ran my fingers through his hair. He pulled back suddenly.

"Um.. sorry. I didn't know what came over me." He blushed and took a step back. "Can we still be friends?"

"Oh. Friends? That's all? But..you just kissed me and all you want is friendship?" I said with disbelief written across my face.

"Yes. I mean,no. Except I know you only like me as a friend that's all"

Did he really think that? How could my signals been misread? In answer to my ow nquestions I took his hand and gave him a kiss.

"Wll now, what makes you think that?" I said playfully.

"Amy. How long have you felt this way?"

"Too long to go unnoticed." I said.

His expression changed from confusion to love. He wanted to be with me and I know he would respect me and my wishes. So he stood looking into my icy blue eyes. Which was uncommon with my hair color.

"So what now?" I asked.

"How about we go back to the track and have a race?" He smiled and opened the door.

I walked out with him hand in hand. We could here the track from his office so we knew the band was here. What we didn't know is that I was about to meet someone from my past. We kept walking and pretty soon we could see the race cars.

The four racers were going above recommended speed. One stopped near us and got out. He walked over to us and took off his helmet.

"Georg?" I said bewildered.

"Amy. Who's this?" He said looking up and down Clayton with a sneer.

"He's my." I looked at clayton and he smiled knowing what I was gonna say," He's my boyfriend. Clayton."



>>Mariha<<

Ben opened the door and smiled tiredly. I loved that about him. He was always an open book. Ready to fill up with problems and overflow with solutions.

"Hey girl. What's wrong?" He said. He opened the door farther and I walked in.

"I've got a problem." I hugged him and told him at the same time.

We sat down and I told him my problems. His boyfriend tried to comfort me me when I started to cry. This was kind of akward for me since I still didn't like gay relationships. Yet I nevervoiced my opinions because I saw that they were truly happy together.

They offered to let me stay as long as I needed. I declined but when they asked where I would stay, I smiled and took their offer.


>>Jessica<<

Later at Aubrey's house we conspired up a plan to meet them. Aubrey's dad, Dave, let us borrow new Bugatti Veyron as long as we didn't get in a wreck and we drove safe. We agreed, considering it was bought at a million dollars. WE wanted to look nice if the boys rode in the car with us. It was black and blue. We were going to get in their room one way or another. In two nights we would see them up close and personal.